I am so torn beteew getting surgery and just seeing if this ever goes away. My BM's are rarely painful. Sometimes there is a drop of blood, most the time not. The last time my AF tore was Feb 9th. My problem is that my fissure heals completely, and them I have all this anxiety about it reopening. I don't know if I have spasms - just alot of tension down there whan I have a BM. I just feel like I need a bigger anus! I feel like if I ever do get constipated, my bum will tear right open, but if I get the surgery, won't that happen anyway if I got constipated? My stools are usually a 5 on the stool scale, and there is still tension. I also have BM's everyday.
I just can't live like this anymore. I constantly think about my AF, and it is affecting my life. I have been on nifedipine for a month...shouls I give it more time?
Also, sometimes there is a slight burning/itching feeling (not painful) on the inside of my bum...anyone else have this? I thought it might be healing...I don't know...