Well that's it after 18 months of sometimes suicidal agony....not being able to eat anything other than bread, meat and potatoes....not being able to look after my autistic son properly.
I am going on hunger strike until the stupid doctors agree to give me a colostomy....that orifice is plainly broken beyond repair, my colon cannot be relied upon to go less than 8 times a day unless I take meds which I'm having to up and have now started to cause constipation.
So nothing is passing these lips until I have a date for an op.
I'm done I cannot cope this is unreasonable to expect people to live in this amount of pain....I cannot function, I cannot sleep and nothing I take let's me go to the toilet once a day....