I also want to say that ive been browsing this forum for years and it has gave me alot of advice and comfort at times. Though right know my problems are worse than ever so i decided to write my first post here to seek some advice or maybe just try to feel better by letting other ppl know.
My story. Ive been suffering from GAD (General anxeity disorder since my teenage but just got the actual diagnose). In 2015 i had a time of stress and anxeity, i started sleeping very bad and eating bad and after a BM my ass hurted like hell. In a cppl of months it startet to itch real bad down there and eventually i developed small skin tags and also the skin on the right side of the anus got very loose.
Since then the biggest problem have been that i feelt like somthing was stuck between my butt cheeks. I also had problems keeping clean and it was also some leakage, i was forced to dry myself a ccpl of times a hour after each tolitet visit.
This also affected my sexual relationship with my girlfriend and general mood, i slightly got more and more depressed even though
i had som psycholgical counseling. In the end in april 2017 i
opted to make a anal tag, skin fold removal. This surgery had I been thinking of for half a year before the decision.
I have been to all doctors before this in the ordinary mecial care system and also a specialist who gave me an injection on a internal hemorriod. Everyone said I cant to anything about the anal tag and didnt know what the tightening sensation I felt was
I did the surgery at ha laserspecialist and plasticsurgeon, because that was the only place where they could provide this laser. It took about 45 minutes and she lasered a lot of my skin down there, afterwards I felt much worse than before and the seven months since then its basically felt the same. I regret my choice so bad and right know im feeling so bad for doing this laser operation cuz i just got used to the old feeling.
Its like the loose skin where she lasered most is really hard and tense and everywhere I go sit and stand the feeling of something pushing and straining there is present.
I got so depressed cuz of this and im on anti/depp pills now and trying to go to a shrink to deal with this. The feeling I get when im have sex or somrthing similar is also that the anus clenches really hard and I cant enjoy this anymore...
Do anyone have any clue what this can be!
I have no problem sending pictures or explaning furhter if you can help, any help is apreciated.Thank you guys!!
