Hi, whats'up.
I don't know how do i start this post, so i'm gonna just start when things take a really bad turn for me. I was in high school when i got a really bad flu, then i used many medicines to lessen the symptons, it worked for my flu, but i got a really bad constipation and a really bad anterior anal fissure. This was in 2012, lucky me it was at the end of my school years. I've suffered for about 2 years with the fissure till i've done a fissurectomy in september of 2014. It worked for a little time 1 year and a half. I've contracted collitis in 2016 which made my bowels a mess, I've lost any BM routine i had and my BMs were usualy bulky and a little hard. The result: Bam, another fissure, this time posterior. This time a bleeded heavily because of this one, seems to be more deeper than the other. I've done another surgery, this time in 2018, another fissurectomy. My recovery was "good", the site where the fissure was located is now a smooth skin, i don't fell any pain, but the edges of this smooth skin formed a hard skin which seems to be much more easy to tear. The pain in these scars are bearable most times, but is super anoying when everyday when i have a BM i can fell the tearing. So my CRS is gonna make another surgery another surgery in me tomorrow 05/10/2024.
I'm really anxious about the third surgery. I don't know if it's gonna worth it, cause the recovery is so painful and slow. He didn't perfomed a LIS surgery cause my anus is not tight, but i keep geeting fissures. I hope that's my last surgery, i've lost so many good moments in this life because of the pain i've felt.
I'm gonna post my recovery journey here, if anyone is interested. Wish me luck.
English is not my first language, please forgive my bad spelling.