Just wanted to see how you are doing? How has your pain been? Any bleeding? What news have you???

I have avoided that topic for so long :D almost to the point of being rude by not answering when people ask. I may be superstitious, but I feel that whenever I say that things are good they go , but I guess that this forum is the place to share so OK....
I am kind of OK, but I'm still very careful with what I eat and do. Things became worse before Christmas when I was running around the house cleaning, decorating and whatever we do before Christmas. I have also bled once during Christmas, and my butt don't like sitting too much.
Have been able to attend 2 Christmas parties, and tomorrow we will have guests for New Years Eve. It feels good to try and live again...
I have an appointment January 13th, and honestly - I have no idea what my CRS will say...I am kind of confused about how well/bad things are down south...
I am going back to work after Christmas and I really hope that 2009 will be the healing year for me and for everyone else here on the forum.
Thank you for asking Lecia How are you doing buttwise?
Corsica

Corsi,
Great that you are going back to work!! I think when we start to lead more normal lives, our mental outlook improves which then helps the physical and spiritual parts of our being. Godt Nytt Еr!

I am so thrilled for you! It is such a wonderful feeling to get some stability and predictability back into our lives after being at the mercy of our butts.
It will be interesting to see what the doc says. I am sure he will have good news that will further encourage you and your outlook. I know there were times when you wondered if this would ever be over.
I have a good run for about 4 days and then started bleeding yesterday and was out of comission from the pain. It seems like any formed bm for me is just too much for my tissue. I hope to see my doctor end of next week to check in.

Ahem - 2009 will be our year for healing
It feels good to try and live again - Yes it does Corsi :D
Enjoy the new year celebrations and have fun

Lecia
Isn't that how it is for all of us, formed or hard BMs are bad - it's hopeless because keeping the BM that soft is almost impossible...
My New Year wish for all of us is: That we all can just crap and go!

I like that! Can I market that name, "Crap and Go?"
Maybe, "Sh#t and Forget?" :D

Whatever you like Kim, as long as we are able to crap and go with NO worries WHATSOEVER!!!!

Then may you all "Sh*t and Forget" by March, 2009!

By January! No more fissures!!!