:( I am thinking of you Dear Dazzy ...

We are ALL praying for you Dazzy Darren Jimmy!
PLEASE....BE STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Buddy - how sorry I am to hear this ... my heart bleeds for you and I cry while I type this , but thanks God that you did not succeed in leaving us all before time !!! You have no idea how much we all love you and care
and I know too well what pain can do to a person. Sometimes it IS unbearable and promised peace of other world or just black nothingness looks as a sweet, sweet inviting embrace ...
We all understand you and do not blame you and can not wait to hear from you and see you happy and healed !!!
Jimmy - thank you so much for taking care of Darren!!!! Such a blessing to have a friend like you !!!! Please keep us posted
and send him our love and tell him that we will have him in our thoughts and prayers every second that we are awake !!!!!!
Dazzy - you can do it - buddy - you can ...!!!!!!! It is just one *finng BUTT !!!!!!!!!!! You will conquer it - you will see !!!!!

A Rose
by Elizabeth
A lovely rose with petals soft
A scent so sweet and light
So beautiful a flower
With colors shining bright.
But something not so savory
About the fragrant rose -
The thorns, so sharp upon the stem,
That sharpen as it grows.
Yet still lovely is the flower
Despite the thorns that prick
Just as life and love are sweet
They too have thorns that stick.
But do not fear to live or love,
Life's not exempt from pain -
So pick a rose, you may get hurt,
But you will also gain!

thanks 4 the comments. sorry to all my friends on here.... but no not sorry for what i tried to do...living with friends for a time period, with CPN`s coming in everyday. i could go on nd on but i really cant be bothered.... ive talked lots as u can all imagine.... waste of time .... i feel i got nothing from them... but i guess those mind doctors did...almost feel like a kid... not allowed any pils etc apart from what i am given by my baby sitters.... could go on but cant be bothered, .....talked enuff as u can imagine.... pain/lump still there but not as bad, guess kepping me high takes the edge of things....
but sorry my friends for any upset i may have caused

Darren, it's so nice to hear from you again!!! You don't have to apologize for causing any upset, I think everyone is just glad that you're back :) :)

Ahhhh - thanks goodness Derry : ))))) !!!!!! I am soOOOOOO Happy to see you - YEAAAAYYYY
You've been naughty boy - but will not spank you today LOL ; )) When you fix your butt - THAN you will
not escape some serious paddling - scaring us like that , you know .
Derry - man - I know... trust me I know... and understand.... and still... now that all is behind you - please trust in yourself - trust in your strength - trust in the eternal love that surrounds you - never give up Derry If all fails they can always make a colostomy bag for you and you will be as free as a bird again Derry !!!!!!!!
I am so happy that you are living with your friends now - you are so lucky and blessed to have so many friends : ))))) !!!!! You will be out of that rut soon - you will see !!!!! Please let come here more often - it does not matter what you write - we are just happy to see you ...always !!!!!!!!
Sending a healing thoughts

Right, Dazzy. We are just glad you are back. Ditto to what Fiss said.

Darren, it must be morning where you are now, I hope that today brings you a better day. It's late here now in the States and time to go to bed, but please do know that there really are people all around the world thinking of you all the time. We have never met in person and probably never will, but I've personally spoken with you enough and seen enough of your humor (even when it involved a naked butt ) to consider you a friend, so please do take care of yourself :)

We all love you, Dazzy!!!