took enough time to convince myself due to the horrific days i was having and fearing of the toilet every day to finally see a CRS in 2007. yes, it took me awhile.
but even in my worst of days, the CRS never prescribed me any creams. never did the nitros, the dilts, the x, or the y....
but today at my pre-surg appt, the CRS wrote me a prescription for lidocaine 5% and diltiazem 2%. for the most part i have been having really good days but i was afraid i would run into some problems on my way to asia tomorrow and the flight is 13 hours once i get into chicago.
at this point, i wonder if i could get any therapeutic value out of the diltiazem 2%? since more than likely, the fissure i have is a chronic one. i am assuming it is the same fissure from 2004 but for some reason gave me a break around mid 2008 through most of 2010.
since the skin tag had its growth spurt between 2008 and 2010, perhaps fissure was dormat but somewhat still active.
anyway, i just had a question that just came to me tonight....
is it okay to put the lidocaine 5%, say if you were expecting a bm.....but then the bm never showed up....then as you went to bed, then put on the diltiazem 2% - even tho the lidocaine ointment would still probably be coating the anus?
well, hope the both work together as there could be a first time for everything!
i am hopeful in love, i am hopeful in fissureland!
and well, the mind is a powerful thing! just gotta keep on moving with it!
