by bigbabyboy » 27 Sep 2011, 09:03
Well, I'm a bit frustrated haha Haven't bled or had scraping pain in months!!! so, happy about that, but even after botox, my muscle still feels tight...not nearly as tight as before, but I still feel like I can't empy my bowels fully. It's more of a nuiscance than anything. There is always a dull ache, and I can't figure out if it's my anal muscle or if it's the scar from my episiotomy...which goes all the way back towards my muscle. hmmmm???? Here's what I'm thinking...for me botox seems to help in the short term, and I am glad that I had a second round... and if it comes down to LIS...alright then!!! Anything to feel better. It's just that, I'm not done having children yet...and I'm scared that if I get LIS, that delivery will just put me back at square one. Even if I have a C Section next time, which I probably will, I tend to get constipated when I'm pregnant...so my game plan is to keep things aas good as possible for now and then ater I have all my babies...LIS will be my next step if that's what it comes to. :)