Evening fellow sufferers,
Well I had a whole 24 hours with no bleeding which was a joy.. I felt almost normal!
Then I am not sure what I did wrong - perhaps nothing? - but I had a terrible sore bottom, followed by a veryw painful bm. Applied the nitro and in the evening the knife feelings were back and loads of blood again.
Tonight I have stabbing spasms and soreness..
I have movicol now and plan to start in tomorrow but for some reason I'm resisting!
Just don't want my whole life to be like this, I realise I am new to this condition and people have suffered longer and worse than myself but I am feeling really down about it and its so hard to talk to people about it as its just not work conversation material!
On the good side the nitro headaches are bad but not as bad as the migraines I get so I am dealing with that ok.
What to you all do with the nitro? Meaning when do you apply it? I am doing about 2 cm of it before bed then at mid day.
I hope you are all doing ok yourselves,
My best,
Iona