Glad to have found this forum!
i have been lurking here a bit and already learning quite a bit.
gee. i didn't think i even had a problem of any kind until...
got some hems this summer from meds that gave me diarrhea...
then i got this micro-banding from a CRS... which seemed to clear up that problem.
with reading, i think i actually had some tears from earlier (i had a traumatic fall on some steps in Feb. of 2010).
anyway got a bad tear in early Sep. of this year... wanted to end it all!~ crying all the time. Just moved into a new house and could hardly think!
the CRS said i had an AF that was hidden (when i finally figured out to go see her). have been taking lidocaine/nitro mix.
a few questions:
- my stools seem so unpredictable lately. one day hard, one day soft, it's like normality has flow out the window. weird... can't seem to manage consisitency.
- why does this happen? why don't they heal?
- do they ever heal ?
i want to have sex again!
thanks everyone, it's been really, really hard. and i can tell that i am not the only one suffering!
today was a good day. fortunately the trend has been my friend in that things are getting better but it's still like lots of pain and fluctuation.
why do these take so long to heal?
this never used to be a problem. i guess i am having a hard time understanding what is going on. is my anal canal weaker than most genetically or something?
anyway i am taking movicol (as of today) and drinking tons of water.
cheers, everyone,
thanks for entertaining my questions.
take care,
beachgirl