I keep reading posts about fistulectomys and how everyone has had it easy with them and in some posts never even needed their pain meds.
It's thursday and I'm still in the tub crying and screaming in pain. I can't sleep through the night because of the constant burning and stinging of internal packing and stitches (both dissolvable). The pressure is so intense I catch myself wishing for the fistula back.
I keep wondering if its normal that I still can't sit up on the couch or on a computer chair. If I'm normal because I still need my vicodin every four hours. I keep waiting for the pain to go away and it just hasnt.
What is wrong with me????