Hi Jr :D ,
I totally understand that you know best...your medical history and issues only you have lived through and are most knowledgeable about . My intentions come from a place of care and concern, I just hate to see a friend under such diress :( and of course, wish there was some way I could help . Just want you well and whole...and will continue to pray for your healing.
I did see my crs today for a follow-up of my new fissure . There is "some" improvement, but it is still "alive", as I presumed . All else has healed nicely...incision site, 1st fissure, tag and hemmies. So, I'm still in the dilemma of keep on keepin' on and hope for more continued healing on my own....or move forward with other means The fact that this fissure pain is much less than the first go-around is what's got me kind of slow on the trigger here. The scary fact is I'm convinced that one false move or misbehaved bm could set me back again in a flash . So, I think I'm gonna give marin boy's doc a call, and set up the appointment to have him review my history (having had a lis), and get first-hand information about SAD for me. I'd like to at least know from him if this is a route I could take without any additional risks being that I have had surgery before. This way I could at least have hopefully 2 options to weigh against one another, lis/sad, (botox is not a choice I feel comfortable with), if I choose to proceed with intervention.
I hope there were some peaceful moments in your day today....more than yesterday...but not as many as tomorrow
Always in my thoughts,
Angel