3.5 weeks pain free, almost felt completely back to normal, then this morning after my BM, no pain, but lots of blood. My heart sank like a stone, wtf had this come from? Of course I have a good idea. Last night was a special family occasion and I had a few beers and a burger. Nothing outrageous, maybe 4 pints of beer and this is the price I pay. I dare to have a normal night out, relax a little and I react adversely like this. I feel absolutely gutted. After all this time I clearly wasn't getting better and it feels like the only option open to me is to live like a reclusive monk for the rest of my life hooked permanently on medication.
I'm sorry but f*&$ing hell. Woe betide I try to have a bit of fun and enjoy myself.
Where now? Oh yes, back to the GP, more medication, probably surgery.