I posted here a while back after I was first diagnosed with an anal fissure. My doctor prescribed me the Nitro cream, told me to soak twice a day, quit exercising and eat more fiber.
I was pretty religious about the soaking and nitro cream at first. I stopped jogging and lifting weights. After just a few days, the blood and pain while defecating was gone, but soon a sentinel pile began growing. I kept up the religious application of the Nitro cream, but stopped soaking my bum and began going to yoga.
Fast forward and my sentinel pile is huge, my sphincter itches terribly anytime it is exposed to air (like when I am sleeping in boxers or naked) and although I am soaking and applying the cream all the time, I think the itchiness (and my inability to not respond) is killing any chance of this thing getting better. The fissure is somewhat painful (not nearly as bad as it was when I was diagnosed), but it looks more like an open sore now and although I may be getting surgery in a few months, I'm worried that I'll just itch my butt right back to where I am now. After reading a few new posts, I'm a little hopeful because I've been applying the Nitro to the exterior of my anus, rather than inside (which may cause some itching?) and there seem to be quite a few remedies for the itching itself, from baby powder, to tiger balm, to whatever else. I can put up with the pain if it helps me heal.
Main questions
1. I'm thinking of removing the sentinel pile myself using thread to cut off the blood supply (a la "elastration" that can be used for skin tags). If I can get rid of that unsightly thing it will give me the motivation to stop lifting weights again and keep myself from scratching myself raw.
Any informed input? I know this sounds crazy to non-do-it-yourselfers, but there wouldn't be any open wound and chance for infection.
2. How the hell do I keep from itching so that I can heal and hopeful never have to deal with this again??