OK...I just came back from CRS (one that is in my neighborhood - my old one was not working today), and yes, I have a brand new fissure - now in posterior position

- so, I am going for the LIS because I just had enough of this subhuman existence

. She was very nice and spent almost and hour talking about everything and we both came to the same conclusion that in my case that might be the best solution since my sphincter was in such spasm

, she didn't even tried to put the scope in , even though I said to go ahead to be sure hat there is a fissure. She laughed and said that I am a silly because there is no way I can have a spasm like that and pain without a fissure. She also gave me very interesting info. that I never heard before so I want to share it here. She said that new studies showed that people who have fissures often and for long time actually have greater incidence of developing some degree of incontinence at old age then people who had LIS and that everybody was surprised with findings. The theory is that scar tissue develops over long period of time of having fissure and causes that

. But, my decision to have surgery is not based on that, I just want to be free of pain - period! My back and neck problems are result of my fissure because I lost so much weight (especially muscle), and I have to start eating proteins or I will just shrivel and die. She said that I can have stake same day ????? I thought that she was joking, but she was not

. Her theory is that colon adjusts to whatever you do to it with your diet - if you have small meals and softeners and mineral oil and make your poop thin and small - you can actually make colon narrow and sphincter less elastic :pale: , so it will start having trouble with large, normal poo !!!
Oh well, I wish somebody told me that before- I definitely made that area adjust to semi- solid thin poop. Her theory is hat one should eat normal food, just with extra fiber added like Metamucil and such so that one would be regular . She said that MOM is also OK if necessary for people who have problem with constipation.
Now, I have to decide should I take her or her partner who is voted best in this area by his peers

. I had consultations with him once, nice guy, but A GUY - taking care of business - no much talk and "mushiness" . She is pretty young, n the other hand, did about hundred of those - had one case of infection (but the person was extremely obese) and one person that continued to have pain but than never came back so she is not sure if she healed and moved on or went somewhere else. I appreciated her honesty, not many would disclose things. The GUY partner had more than 500 of LIS procedures and never had a single incontinence case, I never asked for other complications . Sorry buddies for rumbling for so long - it is just that my head is spinning
now with all the thoughts and decisions that I have to make.....
:roll: I will have my surgery either 20th or 21st - working on making an appointment ... :pale:
BEST TO ALL

:arwen: