Hi I am knew to this site, but have been reading posts that have helped me considerably not feel so alone.
I was diagnosed in March this year and given rectogesic by Gp, tried but made no difference , at this time I just had immense pain when BO , saw colorectal doc in July who prescribed diltazem , felt a lot better when going to the loo, but since started immense spasms , firstly started straight after BO and went on for about 5 hours, reducing me to tears and had no ideas what to do, struggled thru at work, but each dreaded bowel movement brings these horrendous spasms, , finally seemed to get these for less time until jus left with an uncomfortable bruised feeling, , I thought I had beaten it, I started going to the loo no pain with a smile on my face, felt like I had my life back, but low and behold for no reason , went to the loo yesterday and blood there and spasms back not quite as bad but still enough to effect every thing in your life, why would it just come back like this, still taking movicol and diltazem, is this common for it to come back for no reason, I feel so down by this, I can't bear to live like this, any advice would be greatly appreciated, they have offered me botox but I am really not keen at all due to side effects.
Thanks