I seriously need some support. I've been dealing with fissures ever since I gave birth to my third (and last) daughter. At first, I didn't know what it was. I assumed hemorrhoids which are supposed to be so common after giving birth. After a couple of weeks it healed up and I had a few "good" years where it flared up only rarely. A little over a year ago it came back with a vengeance (thanks to many episodes of the stomach flu, and many courses of antibiotics for sinus infections, I think) and now I have multiple cuts...I saw a gastroenterologist and she prescribed some nitrate ointment, about 3 months ago. I'm 33 now, by the way. I'm active, otherwise healthy, and I'm not overweight at all. My biggest problem right now...is I don't know where to turn for more help. The ointment is no miracle. Neither is the bathtub, though I spend hours in it. I live in a small town--we don't have proctologists or CRS's here, only the gastro doc, and I'm not convinced she knows what she's doing. For one thing, she insulted my shoes
, and the ointment she prescribed is 2%. Even I know it should be .2%...oh well, I've gotten used to it and I really don't get headaches, but it isn't working that great either. I think I have stenosis, stools are sometimes hard to pass and if it's a larger stool...I'm gonna tear, guaranteed. Mainly, they want me to come back for a colonoscopy. I don't know. I'm on the fence about that...like I said, I'm 33, don't have a family history of colon cancer or IBD, and my ass is already in pain, thanks. I want to see a better doctor...there is one, about an hour away. I don't really mind the drive, I'm just not sure if he participates with my insurance. I just cannot get off the dime right now. I think my butt is a mess and I'm afraid to hear how bad it really is, betcha I need LIS and anoplasty. WWJD? No, don't answer that. Tell me what you'd do.