by Elphie » 08 May 2011, 18:59
It is miraculous! Only 11 days ago I couldn't even imagine life without AF pain! Now, it's almost like it never happened! Only I'll NEVER forget! I'm glad we're on the road to healing.
Savaici, I think in the beginning I was getting relief with nifedipine, the problem I think now was I would still have bad BMs often enough that any healing was constantly retearing and bleeding and over time it lost it's effectiveness with me. I wish I had known about this forum back then, I would've known about miralax, which changed everything for me. I hope it works for you but if not, don't be afraid of surgery, even the worst days were better than fissure pain! Everyone is amazed that I'm so well, so soon, but life without the burn lifts those dark clouds. Like Paul I still have those days like yesterday, when I'm afraid I'll step out of line and go right back but I think, with time, those days will become fewer and farther between and hopefully, someday, disappear. I wish that for us all. Thanks for being there every day since I found you!