O hope, I'm so sorry! You, of all ppl, after your LIS experience, deserve a trouble free recovery! I hope it clears up fast for you and that it doesn't develop into something worse! I haven't been around much, busy with life, which I missed, but I'm still popping in when I can to see how everyone's doing. I'm proud of your meltdown at hospital, good that you're not going back to Rudd, that place is probably the cause if most of your anxiety! I can't understand the crap we have to go through to get our asses looked at properly! Is it just Canada? I remember telling my husband before Christmas that if assdoc refused surgery then for my gift I wanted to go to the US for surgery, at least there you pay, you get! Well, that was my fantasy, anyway. Well, sending hugs to you from over here, I hope you get back to normal soon. If it's any consolation, I only stopped my ibuprofen/robaxacet combo last Friday. Still most days I feel normal, my life doesn't revolve around my butt anymore. I still have hemmeroids but I'll keep those cuz they don't hurt. We just have to find a new normal!
Don't give up hope, you'll get there, hopefully there won't be any more bumps in the road from here on in. Good luck, I'm pulling for you. You're stronger now than u were before all this so, if need be, continue your meltdowns if it gets you what you need. I'm proud of you!