Hi Guys , I'm Luise 19 yr old.I've been suffering from this anal fissure 3 years , I've tried everything , But nothing seems to work :(it always comes back and gets worse every time !
I've lost all purpose to my life , I don'ґt know what to do anymore ! i sit in my room crying on the flower from this severe pain and embarrassment ..
It all started after I had a little hard stool , ( 3 years ago ) i noticed fresh blood on the toilet paper , and I freaked out immediately , Bc at that time I was like 15, or 16 .. I though i was going to die or something . So next day we went to the hospital and the doctor said I had small size polyp , ( she said it was nothing to worry about ) and then she scheduled the surgery ... It wasn't painful bc i was asleep during the whole procedure , ( 15 , 20 minutes ) s after that Everyone was happy , my mom and friends .. the doctor removed the polyp ! :) but Unfortunately that happiness didn't last too long, When I got home and i had first Bm after surgery , I was litarelly screaming in pian , It was the worst pain I've ever experienced in my entire life ! I wanted to kill that doctor for what she had done to me ..:( few weeks passed and I got better , no blood and no pain . but the skin around my anus didnt look the same , as it was before ...( srry i knw its kinda gross ) 2 mnths later i was bleeding, pain came back and it all started again, and since then I am suffering from anal fissure, which i got after my polyp surgery .. If i had not gone to the hospital I wouldnt be posting this today :( that little blood would stop and nothing worst would have happened than this :( but it's too late now :( please somebody help me .. I can't take this anymore :( I am afraid of going back there , I hate doctors since my tragic surgery , , is there any other way of gettif rid of this fissure ? what's laser surgery or LIS ? anyone ? please help !! : (