After a relatively good yesterday when I thought 'maybe I am actually getting better', today just feels like I've taken a backward step. Still doing everything I should be, including now taking epsom salt baths whenever possible (I feel like a mermaid) so why am I not feeling better?
I'm half way through the 3 weeks my doctor said I should wait before I get back to him and every day feels like Groundhog Day. Just sitting here it feels as though I can actually feel the fissure (not with my fingers, but actually feel it) which I couldn't before. BMs are not painful in themselves, and I shower immediately after rather than wiping, and then go straight in a bath. The pain that usually builds after a BM is not as intense as it was, but this lesser pain seems to last all day, including the sensation that I can feel the fissure is there.
Does any of this make sense I wonder! I do actually feel more upbeat this last couple of days and haven't cried since Sunday, but now I'm starting to feel that 'low' coming on again. Help!!
Has anyone tried Proctomyxin out of interest?