Oh Aneem, I am new to this too. It's only the third day for me and I am about to jump out a window. But with my luck I'd probably live or end up landing on a shard of glass bum first :/ haha just kiddin around. You, I and every last one of us WILL make it :)
Anyway, I hope you you get better all in good time. Never in a million years did I think this would be me. Never. But as it was said earlier, y'all don't how tough you really are. I almost feel like I'm in a world of pain veterans or something.
It's truly nice to know there is a community full of people going through and actually experiencing the SAME emotions and feelings.