by butthurt2013 » 25 Mar 2013, 10:20
If anyone is still reading this-
It's still going great with dilation. The fissure is healing more every day, in fact it closed up, now it's a small bump.
So last night I forgot to take my "cocktail" of laxatives and stool softeners, woke up in a panic, anticipating volcano status for the morning bm. Instead, it was just slightly uncomfortable, with little or no pain, period.
I did my normal ritual after, shower, diltazem, dilation ( I go about a minute or two, any more doesn't seem to have any increased effect). I got dressed and literally went over to the comp to type this, zero pain sitting at comp, which is a miracle I never thought I'd experience again.
If you haven't tried to dilate yet and are still lying in bed all the time wondering when you are going to get better, I would strongly recommend getting over whatever is stopping you from trying it. IT'S A REAL MIRACLE, AND IT HEALED ME.
I hope you all find relief any way you can.