by Sunshine » 03 Oct 2013, 10:32
Hello all, hope everyone is doing well :-)
Well As I stated in previouse posts, I had my appointment with a lovely CRS on the 16th of August, and got the all clear in as much as my Fissure was now scar tissue. Fab news. But two weeks later, I noticed my Sphincter was getting tighter again. No idea why as I stuck to everything I was dong before, so nothing new to cause a problem.
By the 6th of September, I was back to using the recto again, but sadly my scar tissue is now a fissure again :-(
I am not back to the passing glass stage thank God, and hope never to go there again. But the muscle is so tight I am back to toothpaste BMs which sting during passing the fissure. Because the muscle has locked so tight again, even though my BMs are all soft and smooth, the muscle just wont allow them to pass out without pushing! I end up with a bulge of stool trying to leave my body, that wont unless I strain, which as we all know, is NOT want my body needs right now!
My next appointment with the CRS is a week tomorrow, and that one was going to be for the camera to check inside as last time she didnt want to use the camera as I had scar tissue, and she didnt want to cause a re tear. Well there is no way im having the camera now! But I will need a new supply of rectogesic by then!
She did say last time that if it hapend again, we would look at a botox injection, I so didnt want to go down that road :-( Not that anyone does I know. It ws just so lovely to have normal pain free BMs for those two weeks, I really thought I had beaten it.
At least this time round I know what im up against with these nasty little Fissures, so I shall be prepaired to fight it again :-)
Love & Sunshine to you all. Hope you are all doing fantastic :-) xx