GilmoreGirl wrote:Sounds good! It sounds like you're not having long term spasms set in which will go a long way to heal things over.
Keep doing what you're doing. Sitz baths, stool softner, GTN etc - all of these things will help, and i wouldn't stop too quickly even if you're seeing signs of improvement.
Good luck!
i know exactly what you mean and i really apreciate the support from you guys , i have good days now that are more frequent than the bad , but the pain is still there as the dull ache/ spasms i deffo feel the outside is almost healed but still a slight bit of heat
i hate how there is little support for us , also i would have gone private but once i had this they wont cover me on bupa as the issue is there before sign up
but if i knew how shit the nhs was i would have done this a long long time ago
i didnt think this kind of pain was even existing and how it effects you mentally if you dont stay strong
i know for a fact this will scar me for a while lol and i have stopped laxetives in past as thought it was making me worse and next day bm burns like shit, havent had this tho for about a week sometimes its pain free but the pain creeps in ? and walking hurts it more and i worry that if i walk to far the scratching/burning sensation will hurt so much as have had this in past . i tried to walk and exercise to help my healing but i found after 10 mins the scratching would almost feel like i was about to bleed.. so dont go out much and i find if i shut myself away the pain is easier to deal with
i got my bday coming up and my sis wants me to go out for a meal with her etc abut i dont want her knowing that i feel like i am tolerating her and everyone else , and cannot wait to be alone again
i hope this also helps anyone else reading this and feels like it will never heal you are not alone
i also abused my self with ketamine which gives me really good days lol but the high sucks the comedown just increases any pain for the next day , but when your going off your head because u cannot live a life and the doctors give u no pain relief , my doctor said he didnt know anyone who takes gabs for the pain ..... and he owns the doctor surgery etc hes a fool , but witht that small release for a day it gives u relief that u will be pain free..
i try not to take k as much as i feel it slows recovery but never ever ever ever ever touch coke !!!!!!!!! or u will be back to square one XD lol