by help_please » 18 Jun 2019, 10:46
I'm not sure what pressure you are talking about. I'm sorry. I was always feeling a ripping feeling and burning after. I had some spasms but never bad after I went the bathroom and did a sitz bath. My main pain was going the bathroom and it was just irritated down there all day (itchy/ stingy).
So a quick update. I am still taking Dulcosoft (kind of like Miralax- it has Macrogol 4000). I was taking 28ml a day and have cut down to 13/15ml a day. An adult does is 20-40ml, a child's dose is 16-32ml, and a toddlers dose is 8-16 so I feel like I have cut down a lot. I want to cut down more because I don't want my muscles down there to get muscle atrophy. I have been taking 250mg of magnesium oxide a day too and eating a few prunes at the end of each day. My bowel movements are still easy to pass with nothing too hard. I bought psyllium husk and Magnesium citrate but haven't switched to that yet. I plan to try to though in a few weeks.
I stopped using Nitroglycerin ointment for three days but broke down and used it once today. I am on day 12 of pain free bowel movements while going the restroom but have begun having itching afterwards. This scares me so much. I do not want to go back to where I was. From what I can see it looks like a little fissure there and I am afraid of it getting bad. When I put the Nitroglycerin on I could feel something a little inside. I am not sure if it is a scar or the cut. I do not want to use Nitroglycerin anymore incase I'm pregnant and don't know it. If I am not pregnant and knew it I would love to use it though. We so want a baby but I am just ready for all this to be over down there. It is such a nightmare.
So yeah... I'm 31 and we want a healthy baby. However, I want to get rid of this. You never know if your pregnant till two weeks later so it's a wait game. I still am having pain free bowl movements (there is no burning or ripping feeling) but I have started to have an itch afterwards and a little throughout the day. When I looked I could see a small place and when I put the ointment on I could still feel something a little inside. My husband thinks I should go back to the doctor to see what he thinks but I am afraid since he doesn't speak good English and wasn't very gentle last time (It wasn't painful but I definitely think it could mess up the progress I have made). My husband said to just ask him to look but I'm not sure if we can get through the language barrier and I don't want my husband to be in the room speaking German to him during the check (that's just too much for me). I'm torn between wanting to see the doctor and not...
Cez I think that the Nitroglycerin will be key for you. Also, if you're a male you don't have to think about pregnancy or if you're a female not wanting to get pregnant. I really think that is what helped me. Also, I noticed the most help came when I started putting it on a few hours before a bowel movement which made me more relaxed down there. I saw improvement in a few days when I started doing it in that order. In the past I would put it on after a bowel movement and it didn't help much. Also, 5 mg sounds very low. On Dulcosoft I think I'm getting close to a 3rd of the normal adult dose too.
Has anyone experienced itching right before you got completely healed? Is it common to get another fissure right after one heals? Has anyone taken Rectiv, Nitroglerin, or Rectogesic while pregnant?
Thank you for listening to my vent.