by woundedspirit » 15 Feb 2015, 14:12
After a little while more the OR nurse comes in and starts asking her questions. I told her I had some questions too. I started asking if there might be anytime during this I will be awake enough to have to ask for more sedation? Just about then the anesthesiologist assistant comes in and the OR nurse says "here is the man to ask that question". So I start explaining AGAIN what I was told and what my fears were and I don't know what happen but all of a sudden I just started sobbing these deep deep sobs with all these tears rolling down my face and I tell you I could not stop. I really do not cry much but this was just coming from a place so deep down inside I just don't know what happened. Maybe it was the building anxiety, maybe it was all the hell I have been through in the last 3 years, maybe it was the complaining nurses, I don't know but I just could not quickly regain my composure. I kept apologizing and trying to stop but I couldn't. So the anesthesiologist assistant says "oh my, she is really upset", here I am going to give you something and he put something in my IV and in just a minute I was laying down and was able to stop crying. Will continue in a little while...
Hemorrhoid Surgery
Scar Tissue
2 Anal Fissures
Failure of All Topical Treatments
Failed LIS
[size=85]EUA and Fissurectomy
Hoping to avoid Flap Surgery