On Tuesday (17 February) I go for a flexible sigmoidoscopy to see the causes of the mild bleeding after bowel movements and sentinel pile. I am terrified that this is cancer or something that requires invasive surgery or will lead to complications such as an abscess or fistula, which sound very unpleasant. I haven't had surgery since my adenoids were taken out when I was six and I am now 39. My GP is very unhelpful - he just doesn't communicate much about the possible causes and likelihood, but complains when people research on the internet.
I have had this problem on and off since 1998. The bleeding has been a lot worse in the past and a lot more painful - at the moment, the symptoms are mild (virtually no pain) but won't go away (the latest bout has been going on since about last April).
I tried proctosydol and it didn't work for me. Nitroglycerin gave me such bad headaches that I couldn't deal with it for more than a few days. I've been taking bulking fibre every day, more than five a day fruit and veg and anusol suppositories with cream once or twice a day and this has reduced the amount of bleeding. Under this regime, sometimes I've gone for many days without symptoms, only for them to return with a slightly harder stool or a little straining.
All that's on my mind is cancer. A friend died of cancer recently and I know two friends' parents who have been diagnosed as having anal cancer (a friend told me it is extremely rare, but this hasn't helped me). How will my family deal without my income?
I don't feel unwell, which is good. I do martial arts and haven't found myself becoming breathless or feeling weak - I did three rounds of kick boxing this morning, for instance.
If I don't have cancer, is it essential to have surgery for an otherwise non-problematic fissure (assuming it is one) or could complications develop?