Hello again all,
I have a silly question

but was wondering if it is possible to still feel pain such as the burning, itching, aching, stabbing from a fissure once healed?
As I’ve mentioned before my pain has improved & decreased in intensity over the last month or so since the initial onset but still has its moments. It has improved in the sense that I’m not completely bed ridden anymore & going insane from the pain like I was but it feels like it’s a touch & go situation & that any wrong move could possibly set me back to that dark, dark place I had just recently surfaced from.
Is it possible that a fissure may heal without surgical intervention considering this duration of time? Please correct me if I’m wrong but from what I have gathered by reading up on the subject is that if it will heal on its own that it usually does within 6-8 weeks. Mine’s almost been a year now.
Am I holding onto false hope or can it still heal gradually over time on its own? I’m not too keen on the idea of surgery & would like to avoid it if at all possible but how long do I wait? The pain & discomfort is still enough to prevent me from resuming a completely normal worry free butt life but I am so afraid to mess up how far I have come by undergoing the suggested Colonoscopy along with tag removal & possible LIS at the same time if required.
My CRS said that if it is in fact a fissure it is located higher up as there is no evidence visible on or near the anus opening by what he can see other than the skin tag/sentinel pile that often occurs due to fissures.
I’m so afraid that the scope may aggravate the site & set me back to square one. Can this often be the case? I can’t go back to that horrible, horrible place again as I barely held it together the first time after the most excruciating attack that lasted 9 months. I just want to function & live again!
Feeling a little broken tonight as just experienced a harder than usual BM & the spasm started along with that internal ache, itch & burn; now I just

that it will settle a lot quicker than what it used to.
