by Fissulyna » 06 Dec 2007, 18:59
Thanks Kim for trying to comfort me and give hope that those are also "heeling pains" XOXO !!! That was what my practitioner tried to convey - but you see, I don't buy it because I had no pains to begin with and healing pains usually don't last more than 2 weeks AT MOST : ((( I have it now for 3 weeks and it progressed from my tail bone , to the mid region, to the shoulders and now neck ! It is getting worse , not better : ((((, and I hope I reached culmination or I don't know what I will do : ((((.
Lecia , baby-doll, thank you for writing me today although you are also in so much pain , you should rest , really. I was so upset with my practitioner that I just sent my husband to get refund because I paid for 5 treatments as a package to get some discount. He talked to her and she said that she might try different treatments but one would have to knock me off with a sladge hammer to bring me to her again. She said that is highly unusual and that maybe needles went too deep because I am so skinny - well great - wouldn't one than try not to push needles too much if your client is skinny ??? I later went on the net and find out that acup. is not such benign procedure as one might think. There were death cases due to needles perforating lungs, pericard, etc., and also some permanent nerve damage if needle "shaves" the nerve by accident. Sometimes needle can brake off if muscle spasm (brrrrr..) and stay inside and aggrevate the area - can be seen by MRI. About 11% of patients have their condition worsen after treatment !!! I wish I did a research BEFORE but I can now only make myself crazy thinking about that, I have to look forward. Yes, Lecia, I would appreciate if you could post me a link for craniosacral therapist , I have to try something. I am also looking here for therapeutic massage for miofascial trigger points. I can't live lke this - my whole life is about taking care of my family and making home "homey" - I have to function or I will go crazy ! Well that drive puled me through fist time around - hopefully it will help this time too. I already "made myself " go to the younger ones concert last night although I was squirming in that chair because of pain like a worm on a hook, but wanted to see her happy that Mom was there and she couldn't believe her eyes how happy she was - that is my driving force, otherwise I would just crawl under a rock .
Lyrica is the first official drug approved for Fibro, well, this is a BIG step forward since it was only several years ago that medical community recognized it officially as a legitimate condition in Cpenhagen Convention - before that it was grossly misunderstood and even dismissed ! Especially because mostly women get Fibro - so male doctors attributed it to our "weak ability to withstand pain" or even worse ' That we invent stuff to get attention" - oh well , how pathetic and schovinistic those old geezers could get ???!!! My husband is worshiping me and with my good looks I certainly don't need "pity" attention ?!!?? Over 6 million people in the USA has Fibro - there must be an epidemic of attention deficit in this country @: P ...
BUT, even though we are "legitimate" now, it is almost impossible to find a doctor who is willing to work with Fibro patient - it only shows how slow medical community is to change and how hard prejudice die !
Have to walk a little around the house - I am getting stiff- ugh ... will write again <3 <3 <3.
LOVE YOU ALL