I think I retore both my fissures this morning on a soft, barely formed BM. The only thing that doesn't seem to hurt is a bristol 6-7! Impossible to maintain throughout..
I am so frustrated, I tear more and hurt more during BMs after botox but it helps the spasms that some later. But how does this heal a person when it seems to do more damage in the first place?

Sorry, had to rant.
