Hi msimon, same old, same old on my side, nothing changed since last time I wrote a post

Still having discharge and bleeding (more intense bleeding last couple of days), painful with BM issues. Not sure what to think, still one month to go before going back to see the surgeon, though I may try to contact him at this point. I fear I have another fistula, so I am even getting mentally prepared I will have another surgery...
And keep asking myself what did I do wrong so it doesn't heal...