Hi MS,
you're so right - I know I feel better than before Botox it's just the fissure hasn't made me really down until now I just guess I had really high hopes of what botox would do for me? I can't tell where the bleeding is coming from but it's streaked all over the stools. nothing like fissure blood that used to drop into the loo. I think you're right RE: my daily log and I suppose it should be weekly however I see it more as therapy and it helps for me to vent I guess.
Thanks so much for replying, big hugs back - I'm so glad we are not alone in this.
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