Hi everyone...I have not needed to post here for a little while because everything was going well. I have not had any pain for 3 weeks and was doing some pretty normal BMs as well. However, this morning, I did a bit of a hard poo and while nothing hurt at the time, there has been a lot of soreness today and the little bump that I think is a sentinal pile has been really sore.
There have been no spasms and when I had a look, I could not see any damage but there is another little bump to the side...?! I am freaking out because I finally thought I was putting this nightmare behind me but now feel really, really down and miserable.
I guess my thoughts are that no spasms are a good thing and no bleeding is also good but why has it decided to act up like this and will it ever heal on its own? I am worried that if it doesn't heal soon, I will end up going bonkers!!!!
I have had it since January and it has definitely improved since then but never goes fully away.. Any help/virtual hugs etc..appreciated.