by randyyang » 14 Jul 2016, 01:47
In short, Had Major fissure May 1rst, no blood but pain and horrible spams, had bunch of setback, then quickly settle down and have pain free BM for a month and two weeks with strict diet, slowing adding up carbs, then had a another setback last week, some blood and scraping feeling with no pain and spams,,,ok, maybe 0.5-1/10 pain..
went to Doc yesterday,, she said I still have the fissure, she can see it, obviously a red crack down there (I have no Hemmoroids) She said my fissure site seems better from the last visit a month ago, it was still healing, probably 50% healed,, the blood i saw is from a recent minor retorn, but it was not as deep as it was a month ago, so that there is no pain and spams,,,,
But this time seems really hard to settle down even my diet are the same(Only veggies and fruit) the BM are very soft and thin, still scraped the wound a bit every time it passed by,,,, still no pain but I am afraid there is no way to have perfect non scraping feeling BM like i have a month ago to heal the rest 50%...even the finger support method doesn't work this time, that method saved me from the previous setback,,,, it's been a week i feel like no improvement at all since last setback,,, it usually settle down with non scraping BM the following next 2 or 3 days for the last couple setback , but for the last week, I always feel the scrap then saw some blood,,,,when i walk or sit i can also feel the wound with a little burning and discomfort,,,, after almost 3 months dealing with this bastard, I feel like I am in Limbo where I felt almost healed and back to the 50% which is hard to settle down again,,,,, felt down and confused,,,, is there anyone fully healed have this super weird stage in healing process? please help,,,,