by Lizinpink » 09 Nov 2017, 07:28
Well I've gone backwards, I will be taking advice of mypoorbut and am going to see a specialist. I thought I was doing so well but today I'm in pain. Inside and the skin outside, pain, stinging, soreness all the usual! I look about 20 yrs older than when this started and I feel I've tried everything niw. I was so convinced I was healing but the last few days have been difficult and today is a bad day, I have work later which I'm dreading as I am sleeping there. I work with young offenders so I really need to not be on the loo in agony or wanting to curl up on a bed with the pain.
Today... Pissed off, in pain, looking haggard, feeling drained.
Oh and dreading my next poop