My dear baby-Lecia :( :( :( , I needed some time to sort the things out in my head before posting

- I just can't believe this - this is not happening

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How is it possible if they removed the
whole column - this just does not make any sense in any way, shape or form :pale:

!?! Either the CRS did lousy job or there is something else going on - I pray to God that your local CRS gets some celestial enlightenment and finds some firkin answers - this is just crazy - I am so mad and sad at the same time- still can't collect my thoughts correctly

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I am so sorry buddy

, I deeply understand all of your feelings - you know that

- I just wish I have a solution for you and that life is fair ... I guess we have to be strong and prove it otherwise - you can do it buddy - you went through so much so far - you will get rid of those 2 "bumps" and try not to carry anything ever - what a heck - maybe you are born to be a princess

- so be one baby

!!! I agree with Gareth - try to wait with "ultimate " solution - it probably has it's own drawbacks and pain that goes with it - I think BG once mentioned a friend who had it for a while

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Hang in there sweetie - it sounds so easy , I know

- but you have to - for you, for your family and of course for all of us here that love you so much :sprinkleheart: