Thanks Buddies ! :heart7:
Those gremlins are smart did they decipher my code I wonder
Today I have some tightness and that achey horrid feeling , auntie flo has gone so I cannot blame her, I think the botox is coming to an end which makes me very nervous
I have used the diltiazem this morning and will do everything in my power to prevent a setback…such a crucial stage too but I am keeping cool, just !
I am hoping my nice GP will give me more cream as I only have a little left, just hope I don’t start itching like last time !
Corsi
How are you ?

Tabby -
I am sorry things were tight today. It's probably just a fluke due to flo. How long did the doctor say the bbotox lasts? Just think how far you have come! Have you looked down there recently - is that weird skin tag withe the fissure through it gone yet?
Have you tried the benefiber yet???
:thinkofyou:

Oh Tabby, that must be such a shock after feeling so good. Keep up with the diet and fluids and softeners, dont let it get you!! Hope it is just a fluke. I still have an unopened tube of diltiazem if you need it in a hurry!

Thanks Jen and Val
Thanks for asking about my tag Jen, I am not so sure it is the fissure running through the tag but more a misshape of scar tissue it doesn’t give me any problems nor do I feel pain in that area.....KOW !
It has halved in size since the botox, its very small now :roll:
I have benifibre on the shopping list and hope to start it soon ! I will keep you posted
Shocked Val ! Well , Nothing phases me anymore!
Feeling a little better than yesterday, I spoke to my GP today who wont give me any more creams as she doesn’t wont to go down that road....like WTF ! She gave me Anosol HC !
I had best PM favour a friend !!

That is so goofy she doesn't want to give you more cream. What does she mean go down that road??? Tell her you don't want to go down that road either but you have no choice.

That totally sucks to feel like you are on the verge of maybe getting on the other side of this condition and then find you haven't quite made it to the finish line. I is enough to drive a person insane.

I hope it doesn't last too long. I bet it won't. I bet your bad episodes will be shorter and shorter.

Hang in there, sweetheart.

Exactly and I really did feel like saying that right back to her !
I hope you are doing OK
xx

I really think some day I will just smart off to some jack@ss doctor. I am tired of this!

Me too babe....Just hope i dont lose it when i see my surgeon

My surgeon said it was ok to use nitro until I go and have the op in 8 weeks time, its nice when they are sympathetic. He refilled my prescription for nitro privately at a different strength and when I went to collect it the chemist said it was Ј285 each jar!! Hahaha! Did he actually think I would pay nearly Ј600 for it!! Then he got stroppy and threw it in the bin when I said I didnt want it!

Ahhhhhhhh !!!! I am soooo sorry my "Tubby" - this all is juste beyond fairness what is happening to all of us :( . Can a person have a 2 weeks of feeling good without being "smacked over the head" ??? Just unbelievable
I agree with Lecia - I also wish to tell off the doctors but most of the time I feel so dumbstruck with totally inappropriate or illogical remarks that only later I can think off what I could have said back and the I SHOULD have. What is wroooong with that GP , for god's sake , like you asked for anal transplant and not for a tube of stupid cream !?!?!?!?
OMG, I feel so angry , I wish I could just "pop up" on her computer screen and tell her a thing or two !!!!
Yes, "Tubby" sweetie - how long ago you got your Botox ??? My SF CRS told me once that shots can last as short as 3 weeks and as long as 3 months - that it depends of a person, of a placement of a needles and amount of the Botox end where it ends up. After that I just could not make myself come and get those shots - with my luck and my mega sphincter I would have been getting them every 2 weeks :(
And Gremlins are getting really too smart here - I wish I can nuke them right now !!!!
Buddy - I hope that Val's cream will reach you fast and till then I am sending you humongous hug and I hope that sphincter will relax soon !!!! Just keep the poop soft now and all will be fine !
Also, call your surgeon and ask what is going on and can he prescribe the cream !?!?! You never know ... xoxooxxxx