feel better today after morning's poop.the hard poop hurt until hubby took it off and then the soreness was gone after sometime.my bum feels good now but uncomfy when i sit.i know it'll be sore tomorrow again.ive taken the mag 300mg.dont know how ill be tomorrow.hope it helps.

I leave to india day after tomorrow.been busy shopping gifts for everyone and havent had time to do anything much.im sorry i havent been able to visit everyone's threads but i do think about you all.
I will be visiting a lot of temples in India and you all will be in my prayers.I see my crs tomorrow morning.i know i havent healed completely but hope its good news.
im taking magnesium every night and its helping to keep bms soft.ill try the flaxoil tonight.

Good luck Pinky
Enjoy India, that's an order
Corsica

Best of luck tomorrow Pinky
:thinkofyou:

Good luck and may your travels be easy, safe and quick, Pinky!! :)

Thank you for offering prayers for us. Have a great trip and we'll be praying for no dire bathroom moments and plenty of rest and relaxation with your family.

Good luck tomorrow Pinky and have the best trip ever !!! May you heal in India completely and come back with renewed energy and "pinky" outlook at life !!! You will have great time with your family - I am sure of that and will be pampered like there is no tomorrow !
Thank you for remembering us in your prayers and if you meet a "vise man" in one of the temples ask him when will Fissy heal
I wish I can visit your country - maybe one day I will :kim: . When are you coming back ??? We will certainly miss you here !

Dear Pinky,
Have a great trip. I will be remembering you in my prayers.

Best wishes for happy and safe travels.
:sprinkleheart:
Jo

Have :lovetree: a nice trip tomorrow!!!
Corsica

you guys are so sweet.
Saw my crs this morning.i told him about the hell during pms and periods.he told me hormonal changes can cause havoc on stools and gave me diltiazem to use during that time.he didnt examine me and told me it will take a while to heal.i asked him about future pregnancy and he feels it shouldnt be a problem but i would have to take some stool softeners to be careful.he told me i shud be careful for a year and keep bms soft as any hard stools can rip it apart.he said i looked good unlike before.
i still havent packed.been shopping till evening and then my son wouldnt leave me alone even for a sec.he wanted me to carry him if i got up.i dont know why but i dont have any excitement at all.a part of me is sad to leave home and hubby.
dont know if i shud eat anything tomorrow or stay on liquid diet.
thanks guys for everything.ill miss you a lot and will be thinking about you guys.ill try to comeonline sometime.
Hope 2009 brings good health and happiness to all.
I'll be waiting to hear everyone has healed once i come back.
love you guys