Lars,
When do you go to see your CRS?

On friday so it is not far away :)

I think you'd have to be diagnosed with proctitis in order to be medically treated for it, but it is possible, with symptoms similar to yours and I wouldn't be surprised if you had inflammation.
I just thought that perhaps ulcerative tissue would heal at different rates from lacerated tissues, but of course they would both heal.
It does sound by your posts that you have come a long way even though you are still in discomfort!!

Ouch! That sounds terrible. I think you might expect to much from LIS alone. That only solves half the problem-now you have to heal that area. And that takes a lot of time. Too much time. And that area is constantly barraged with poop and friction. I feel really bad that you continue to suffer. I will pray that your CRS can help you on Friday. Until then, don't despair, okay?

I will try my best Tootie :) My energy is coming to an end. I have lived with a half torn anus with 1 year and 3 months now. How much can a human begin take I wonder...

I understand your frustration Lars. Here's hoping for a good and fruitful appointment with your CRS. You need to get well, so you can get a gf as you are a cool dude!!

Lars,
Good luck with your appointment. Hoping you will be healed soon.
I like your new picture!

Jo

Maybe you need to lay off the liquor? :)

You will know more this week when you have your appointment. You have come a long way, don't lose sight of that...

LOL. I don`t drink alcohol anymore. I get rockhard bm`s if I do that so it is out of the question :)