I think truthfully I'm just kind of a sissy

It's been nearly a year so I kind of doubt that my fissure will just suddenly heal on its own now, but I'm also scared of surgery... Plus the fissure symptoms are tolerable for the most part (they make life kind of suck but aren't crippling), so I kind of wonder if surgery is worth it. I've got a few other chronic conditions that I just live with, so I'm kind of used to living with a little discomfort
