Hi everyone. I need your help.
I am 29 years old and I have had bleeding off and on while having BMs for years.
There would be no pain, just a bit of blood. It would happen a few times and then I would be fine for awhile. About 8 months ago I had a hard BM after taking tylenol 3s for a shoulder injury. I bled ALOT!! I went to see my doctor. She was not in but I chose to see another doctor that was available. I told her about the problem. She said she needed to take a look. Without warning she shoved her finger inside me and I screamed. I had tears rolling down my face and she said "I didnt hurt you, you have a fissure". She said go to the pharmacy and get some nupercainol (an over the counter med for hemmoroids!!) She was awful. From that day on I have had a horrible time. The day after the doctor visit I had major pain with the BM that lastest hours. There was alot of blood. I tried the nupercainol which just burned. I have been having major pain after BMs for almost 8 months. I take Colace daily, Omega 369 and vitamin E. I tried fibre supplements but the make my BMS to big and I did more harm then good.
There have been 3 times when I thought I was getting better but I always seem to go right back where I was.
The problem I am no having as of last week is new. When I have a BM there is very little blood but EXTREME pain passing the BM. Unlike before where I would have major pain for hours, the extreme pain is only during passing the BM and it doesnt hurt much after I go.
It is so bad that I actually had to go to the bathroom in the tub. I get grossed out even thinking about it but it was the only way I could go. I would have passed out on the toilet. Its that bad.
Has anyone know why this has happened? You would think less blood would be good??
Obviously not. I started a new job recently and cant get any time off to see a specialist. I am so depressed and dont know what to do. Any advice is greatly appreciated.
Thank you.