Hello everybody
I do hope you are all well and in good sprits :D
Things have been good since stopping all creams and my itch is finally away
TIP –I did use some hc anosol for 3 days and this really helped the itch, that and Vaseline the job is a good one !
Yesterday I had rather tight feeling not sure if this was lack of Diltiazem cream or that ketchup time again!!! so after not using any creams I thought it best to use some to help with the tight feeling , I now know it was the Diltiazem cream that was causing my itch, I must have developed a sensitivity!
So anyway I had ordered more creams last week and rang to see if they had arrived and the receptionist told me that they cannot order me anymore creams as my doctor has looked into this and I have used the cream for the recommended time- 1 year !
My male GP has referred me to the hospital…AGAIN ! I usually see my female GP about this and as I only saw her 6/8 weeks back so i am confused to why my male GP has referred me !
Anyway I tried to make an appointment with him but he is on holiday so I will go back to my female GP on Wednesday to see what is what !
I don’t know how I feel about things now, what if the only thing that was getting me through was my cream …now what !!!
I am frightened of hospitals which is my main concern, I work myself into such a state and always think the worse when my head is like this, but I do know I really should have my fissure re evaluated, the last exam from the surgeon was in November and that was painful, I feel that was a setback in its self!
What do you guys think please…
Should I take the referral and have another exam? What if the exam makes thing worse ?
Sorry to be on such a downer today, I should be happy girl, I have my final week of exams and I have made it to the end despite this stupid fissure, I should be very thankful really, my excuse for not going with the surgery in December was the fact I had my studies, I don’t have any excuse now !!!!
Thank you for taking the time to read this long and winded moan/post