Hello fellow fissure friends,
As stated I've had the fissure for going on 5 weeks. It's been such a pain in the rear (haha) to get the doctors to cooperate with me. I've been to the ER 3 times because the pain was so umbearable. I am confused about quite a few things actually and am glad I've found this forum to hopefully clear up some of my questions. So, here I go...
1st- I have green/pus constantly coming from the rectum. Is this normal? Also, is it a sign of infection? The dr's don't confirm this but I'm worried. Also, is it best to keep it clean and dry as often as possible? Because I'm bathing and trying to pat it and keep it try often. Feels irritated if I let it stay damp.
2nd- It's been 5 weeks, no sign of recovery. I have an appt with the surgeon next tuesday. Will he likely perform the surgery? I'm desperate at this point.
3rd- My GI and one other ER Dr. seemed rather disinterested in my fissure. I mean, my GI literally said "well, do you want me to look at it?" and "what do you want ME to do about it?" Then sent me home with some dobicaine because she couldn't "see" the fissure.
4th- I CAN see the fissure!!! It drives me nuts that they say they cant see it. If I relax and deflower I can see it, if I squeeze I can SEE the puss coming out of it. It's baffled me how the Dr. can't see it. Though they did not use the probe to examine me nor did an anal exam just examed the outer region.
5th-Sounds crazy, but one day I was sitting on the toilet and it felt like I had been snapped with a rubberband. There use to be a layer of flat skin above my rectum and now there isn't. And it does feel raw and painful in the crease now. I'm so confused. Is it possible that my skin broke?
6th- Why do suppositories make it worse sometimes? A few times I've used one and it was the worse burning sensation i've ever felt. I cried for an hour straight. I'm scared to death to use them now. Or the foam. Is the foam any better? I'm scared to put anything on it at this point.
7th- Please, please, please any information/advice on how to help with the comfort or how to aid in the healing would be great. Also, if I do get surgery how soon can I expect to recover. I'm anxious to get this over with. It's effected my life WAY to much already.
THank you :D