by Crimson » 08 Jan 2012, 12:31
I've had an AF for 6 months now and just so fed up of being scared to go to the bathroom every day. Some days are not to bad, but days like today I just cry from the pain after a bm. I can't sit for at least 5 hours afterwards. Driving anywhere is a complete nightmare. then finally the pain numbs and I'm ok....till the next morning!. I'm trying to avoid surgery, but now feel I just want my life back and thinking of doing it. I cannot work because of this and I hate seeing my husband and children worry. I do not bleed anymore but the sphinter muscle is so tight even a Q-tip being inserted has trouble entering. Any advice? And I wonder if the muscle will ever relax after being this way for 6 months? Thanks