by JHH » 26 May 2013, 04:05
It's now 4 months since I got my fissure.
Last double of days has been semi bad, but today I retore big time. Since I was on penicillin for the suspected stomack ulcer my BMs has been formed. Some days larger than others, but never as they used to.
I'm in burning spasms again. Back to square one. Soo annoyed and depressed. 14 days ago, I thought I was about to get out of thIs hellhole. My life has been destroyed by this. I'm a miserable father for my kids, grumpy, can't bike or play football with them, and we can't even plan a vacation. God I hate my life right now!
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- New fissure April '22, healed June 2022
- New fissure 24. December 2023