LECIA
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!!!!! ???
What a wonderful surprise to see you here
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!!!! Every day I wonder and worry how are you doing and usually bug Kim for updates
since I always think that if you are not on the forum you are probably not in position to log on your computer at all :( . He told me that you are in a lot of pain and it brakes my heart
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to hear that. I know that you are an expert in pain management and if you are still in pain than it must be awful
indeed
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I was reading a lot of papers about hemorrhoid surgery trying to find possible answer for better relief and faster recovery
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, but they all say same thing - 2 weeks of extreme pan and than slow but steady recovery - it looks there is no way around it :( , but on the bright side - YOU ARE DONE WITH THE WORST PART
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. Oh, dear Lecia how I wish that I could help somehow ...any way...The only thing that I can do is pray, and I pray every night and it is easy to find the words because what you want is same as I - just to be healthy enough to be able to take care of my family - nothing less, and nothing more...
Just hang in there dear friend - the worst is behind you
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!!! When spring comes, I am sure you will be up and running and be ready for our "photo shoot" - remember ? - you are my May girl !!!
:mermaid: All of this nightmare will be behind us one day soon
Sending you bunch of kisses and BIG HUG
Your :arwen: