by Elle1007 » 19 Feb 2018, 10:10
CTT. I am so very sorry. At my darkest time, I found that none of the heavy duty pills that you listed worked at all. The creams did not work either -for me. My problem was the awful anal spasms which would last for about five hours after BM. Maybe this might help: What worked for me were: 3 Advil 30 minutes before BM, baths, hot water pad or bottle to sit on, and using coconut oil as a suppository before BM and after. Also, I took stool softeners at night.
Also, when it was at its worst I was so depressed, angry and sad about it all. I felt like it was ruling my life. So one day, I just made myself carry on and live with the pain. No-one understands, unless they have had this pain. Plus it is embarrassing to talk about.
I am sending you best wishes for wellness and happiness. Go hug Mickey Mouse...