Hi buddies ! Just a quick "hello" so you won't think my fissure crawled out of my butt and strangled me in my sleep LOL - although I doubt it would be that merciful LOL
I am on tons of water, MOM twice a day and Nitro 0.4 - my heart is flattering since I was "whined" off it for long time , but nothing major. I have a diet of a Marmoset - but it is OK - I am size 4 again - hopefully will not go down any more (grrrrrr...).
All of that is helping keeping it VERY soft, so pain is less , thanks God, as long as I am not sitting it is bearable. That is why I have to be short : (, I can not sit for long. I can't type on my belly either since my neck and shoulders started to hurt like crazy - all in all - sorry buddies , I don't want you to think that I do not want to write - I just can't.
I will see my 53rd CRS tomorrow , but I already have some hunch that it is not going to be "marvelous" since his nurse called today to say that for the first visit I will just have consultations - as far as I understood no exam will be administered - so yeah - I will print my famous butt photos and throw that nonchalantly on his table.
Tabby and Val - it is just atrocious of what they are doing to you girls - Waiting for that long is just incomprehensible !!!! Especially for the surgery app - like they are out of funds to pay a surgeon or what ??? Yes, call them 20 times a day - just crazy : (((. I am so sorry buddies - I wish I won a lottery and can pay for all your expenses and that you can go private .
Val - sweetness - I am glad that cream is helping out : ( - are you still on antibiotics ? You know - I don't know why none of my CRS would ever try some on me - this tag is really strange behaving - there is still some draining going on - not much, but some yellowish stuff I do find on my pad if I sit for some time : (((. Anyways - hopefully my body will be able to keep that at bay before tag removal .
Lecia baby- I am trying to keep myself from thinking too much about all of that - I am OK during day since my pain is less, but subconsciously it is doing it's dirty work - I wake up with pounding heart - how much i hate that - it is all pure stress . Hope your butty-butt is behaving more now with new cream :) ???
Talk to you all tomorrow after exam - keep your fingers crossed that he does not rip me apart if he decides to find my butt worthy of his exam !!!
LOVE TO ALL and big, BIG HUG