Oh no mbp, I'm sorry! You've come so far, it must be scary and tough to get through those bad days.
I managed to sleep 3 hours or so. Just woke up and took 5 mg morphine straight away, the pain is quite bad indeed, as expected. Trying not to go until the meds kick in a little.
I'm hoping it's not necessary for me to continue taking any laxative, I just want it out of my system now. I'm not passing clear liquid like the prep, but it is just liquid now, so I think it may be good enough...probably went a good 10 times after posting earlier.
I'm ready for this to all be over and to get in bed, but I think it will be another while before the diarrhea slows down.